despair.hope.

hi ate aby! hahaü remember? I was calling you ate because of ian? (well, she has a brother..named ian as well..hahaü)

hmm…about my feeling(s)?

well, i guess it would be better if i disclose it personally…in the meantime, i have to meditate on some issues i have right now.

take care!

Another sun-related picture.

This is rather majestic, miraculous you might say, unlike the previous picture which I find so melancholic – reminisce-provoking.

This picture was taken by Dad last September 20, 2006 somewhere in the mountains of San Mateo, Rizal.

This goes pretty well with the song When You Believe by Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston. It inspires me so much. :]

Many nights we’ve prayed

With no proof anyone could hear

In our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understood

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there’s much to fear

We were moving mountains

Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

In this time of fear

When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope seemed like the summer birds

Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I’m standing here

My heart’s so full, I can’t explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I’d say

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

They don’t always happen when you ask

And it’s easy to give in to your fears

But when you’re blinded by your pain

Can’t see your way clear through the rain

A small, but still, resilient voice

Says help is very near

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

Everything turns out so right if there’s hope.

So, I hope you are feeling okay now. :]

pitiful sunset

I caught this picture accidentally, yet…it tells so much about my life…

I shall talk more about it soon. For now, I have to take few more naps.

Gethsemane

Well, I’m back once again. Perhaps with better and vibrant colors in my midsts. I, sadly, am making myself busy once again. Maybe to overcome such incalculable/insurmountable disappointments with life–her rudeness, her beatings against my back. Anyhow, I have managed to realize things, and now it would be better for me to look at the better side. I mean, I have nothing to loose anymore once again, so I have to invest once again in my life (after loosing a quite big part of me).

I have some series of pictures here with me. I caught this using dad’s new videocam recorder. Some of these were caught accidentally, but still presented such magnificence of nature. While on our way to the Garden of Gethsemane, a cemetery along Sumulong Highway, I was able to meet nature once again, eye to eye. Take a good look with this picture. Just take a few minutes in observing it.